While Chris Brown is busy pretending she never existed and was just a fabrication of the biased media to keep his shitty album from selling, Rihanna did an interview with Rolling Stone where she speaks in depth on Chris Brown, crying, and rough sex.
Her feelings on Chris Brown:
“We don’t have to talk ever again in my life,” she says. “I just didn’t want to make it more difficult for him professionally. What he did was a personal thing – it had nothing to do with his career. Saying he has to be a hundred feet away from me, he can’t perform at awards shows – that definitely made it difficult for him.”..”That’s my decision,” she says. “It doesn’t mean we’re gonna make up, or even talk again. It just means I didn’t want to object to the judge.”
On how she coped after getting beat like a runaway slave:
“I put my guard up so hard,” she says. “I didn’t want people to see me cry. I didn’t want people to feel bad for me. It was a very vulnerable time in my life, and I refused to let that be the image. I wanted them to see me as, ‘I’m fine, I’m tough.’ I put that up until it felt real.”
Her thoughts on rough sex or the excuse Chris Brown fans will need to justify supporting a woman beater:
“Being submissive in the bedroom is really fun,” she says. “You get to be a little lady, to have somebody be macho and in charge of your shit. That’s fun to me…I like to be spanked. Being tied up is fun. I like to keep it spontaneous. Sometimes whips and chains can be overly planned – you gotta stop, get the whip from the drawer downstairs. I’d rather have him use his hands.”
Well, it seems like she hasn’t forgiven him, but at the same time is making an effort to get on with her life. Music, movies, and who knows what else. Probably tarot cards. Because every time I hear Rihanna, I fully expect her to say, “DA CARDS DON’T LIE! CALL ME NOW FER YA FREE READIN’!” You know, or something like that.