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It’s really no secret that Mel Gibson is an unhinged lunatic who should have Lexapro feeding tube, so it’s pretty easy to believe his reasons for why he is the way he is. My aunt has the same problem. TMZ reports:
Mel Gibson wrote a frantic, rambling letter to Oksana Grigorieva a year before their infamous, January blowout — in which he describes feeling so out of control that he “could drink or commit a crime.” TMZ has obtained a copy of the letter — handwritten by Mel — and in it he says, “I’m so ragged I could drink or commit a crime. The anger seems to be out of my control — I need to do something about it something lasting — not just a band aid.” In the undated letter — which sources connected to the case tell TMZ was written in December 2008 — he says, “I don’t know why I’m so whacky and depressed but I need to get well and re-enter life. Please don’t be upset I’ve gone — I’m just not myself and feel bad when I am so f**ked up and sick around you.” Mel goes on: “I don’t want to inflict this unhealthy version of myself on you.” Mel theorizes, “Maybe it’s some kind of male menopause — or Brian’s s**t.” We’re told Brian is Mel’s holistic doctor. In the letter, Mel repeatedly tells Oksana, “I love you” and says, “…this isn’t who I was meant to be — I know it! I’m scared I can’t get back.”
You can read the letter here, but please understand that it’s rambling nonsense written by some drunk dude with a God complex. Much like Paul’s letter to the Ephesians.